Life in Never Never Land

Can it go on forever? Do I want it to?

These are the questions spinning in my head today. I keep saying I'm going to look for a day job, a supplementary income. That's fine & good, but what kind of day job do I want? Something merely to fill the days that I have no commitment to, or something to fill my mind that I have full commitment to? Something I can leave quickly if plans change, or something to build plans around?

It's been a year and a half since I worked at something that was truly challenging and fulfilling. I miss that. But do I miss it enough to sacrifice the free lifestyle I have now?

Do the kids in Never Never Land ever have to grow up?